.Wednesday, October 01, 2008 ' 10:11:00 PM Y
Ok, and im like FUCKING pissed off ):why did i born in this family?With treatment like this?why cant i be like other people?I stayed at home, uses my laptop, she scolds.Blaming me of the expensive electric bills.I go out, she scold me for not eating at home.She scolds me for spending my OWN monthly allowance.its my own allowance.I've the freedom to spend it.whats the problem?Once i entered poly, my life changed.. thats what she says.obviously yes ok!who will stuck like those olden, stupid, nerd nerd days....its like wtf ! and im 17 !although there is some freedom for me, but she nags non-stop.even my younger cousin.. i bet, she has more freedom than me.Im hopeless.Urge of leaving home*She says she might not remember how i look anymore if i continue like that.Yahs!!Perhaps!Isnt what she hoped to?She cant even remember her daughter looks just because i spend daily life outside..With all this, how can I be her daughter..A mother who can forget her daughter's looks within few months.
ITS TOTALLY HOPELESS.
IM TOTALLY HOPELESS.
DISHEARTENED*
