.Saturday, October 11, 2008 ' 1:13:00 AM Y
Its late now.
to me, its late.
Im late for Rj submission & its the first time.
I SUFFERED FROM HORRIBLE MOODSWING TODAY.i was really happy and enjoyed today's drowning event.
But, when i reached home. everything is just.. SO
WTFUCK.
I just happened to see a baby lizard in my room. I was soo.... like.. OMG, FGS, WTH !!!!
I DUN LIKE LIZARDS, HONESTLY.
they are just slimy slimy disgusting creatures. This goes same to COCKROACHES!
when I saw that lizard, i was totally horrified & screamed of cos.
to you people reading, it may seems funny. but, its not.
I shouted for my
mother, so that she can bring in the pesticide for me since she is at the kitchen there. BUT, she replied she was busy, and was totally cnt be bothered lah.
She was so angry cos i shouted for her so many times and she just dont want to bring the pesticide for me lah!
I cant leave a sight from the lizard. I scared it will run off anywhere that might appear nowhere in the late night while im sleeping.
Mother told me to call for father to help me.
But, he was in the room.. Bloody enjoying the Aircon, watching Tv.
I was super agitated alrdy cos of the lizard running everywhere AND I WAS SUPER ANGRY.
so, i just scream for my
father.until, i was super fked up.
I dashed in his room and told him off.
as in :
" I call you so loud, never huhs?!".He was damn angry with my attitude and say why must i scream so loud.
Ok, Fgs!
No one in the house wanna help me with it lah ALTHOUGH IM BLOOD-RELATED TO THEM.
to them, im like... as if..
"picked up from the rubbish bin".They care for nothing..
So, i dashed to the kitchen to take the pesticide asap before the lizard disappear.
but, guess what?
my mum, she is just packing the swimming things so slowly, like.. nobody's business.
like, packing shampoo... slowly.
I thot she say she was busy? i assume that if someone is busy, they will do things fast/quick isnt it?
CRAP !i took the pesticide and killed it by spraying a lot of it.
but, the fking lizard just wont die lah!!
it keep moving and moving !!
I got so fed up and took a stack of newspaper TO WHACK IT.
as hard as i can.
but i just cant hit as hard as you think..
cos, i think lizards ARE DISGUSTING....
just cant hit it !!
I ran off to my dad's room and pled him to help me clear that lizard.. IN A VERY GOOD/POLITE TONE OK!
HE JUST IMMEDIATELY SHOUT AT ME BECAUSE OF JUST NOW.
scold me like, as if i've married with a guy outside ..
FK LAHHS!
im super duper angry and tears rolled uncontrollably after i bang my room's door.
Im like .. so angry can !!
no one is helping me and, instead, SCOLD ME ?!??!?!?!
I could not stop crying lah.
im feeling super not alright !!
im damn angry & i took the newspaper to hit the lizard TO VENT MY ANGERS!
this time, SUPER HARD!!
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the other thing is, i cnt connect my internet after that incident !!
i mean the lizard incident !
I tried like... thousands of time, and its not working!!
its 11 plus & i tried till 12 plus! and Missed my Rj submisson time!
Oh fk fk fk fk fk !!
i hate this lah!!
when connection fails every minute, i cry.
Cos, im damn fed up with everything ! this and that !!
FK IT LAH!
Its like hours of non-stop crying, and now my eyes are super tired.
my eyes are swollen.
worst day ever.
