.Monday, January 21, 2008 ' 11:21:00 PM Y
im breaking apart !i hate myself !!immmm soooooo pisseedd !no one cn help me .im jus down on my luck !wad if on thurs , its worst ? wad am i going to do ?i dunno wad to do next .who can tell me . haiss . vexed* why cant i jus be happy !i want to be happy !workkkkkk ........ workkkkkk...............jus work ! i cn forget everything !!im tiredd !misses*
forever ; you stays , in my heart .